Chapter 118: Chapter 118
"Adrian" she said "Why won’t you give him a chance Nate? he really cares about you, he won’t hurt you"
"Lily I-" I said wanting to change the subject but I knew lux wouldn’t let me "I can’t. I just can’t Lily you have to understand that
"Why?" she asked getting frustrated "Damn it you’ll both go crazy without each other believe me I know you won’t be able to resist getting closer to each other so just take the shortcut and kiss him senseless"
"No" I said "I won’t Lily I can’t so please change the subject" I turned to leave but she grabbed my wrist to stop me and I turned around expecting her to talk but froze when i saw her staring at my wrist. Oh god.
"What are these?" She asked as she looked higher on my arm, the scars were barely noticeable unless you looked really hard and I cursed my luck that she saw them "Nate what are these"
"Let me go Lily" I said as I tried tugging my wrist free but she held tight. Damn she was strong
"Who did this because I know you wouldn’t cut yourself Nate"
"Of course not" I said in outrage "it wasn’t me it was..." I stopped realising I was going to say what really brought these scars
"it was a guy" Lily said as she looked at me "A guy did this to you?"
"No he didn’t cut me"
"Then he caused it" she said "Who the fuck was he Nate?" My eyes widened as I saw her blue eyes darken to almost black, what the hell?
Lily closed her eyes and breathed in and out. She let go of my wrist "I’m sorry" she said"I just hate the idea of a guy being so much of a coward he would hurt a girl and it just doubled my anger because you’re Adrian’s ma-friend"
"Lily you can’t tell anyone please, especially Adrian"
"tell me something first Nate, is that bastard still in your life? is he still hurting you?"
"No" I said and she looked at me for a while before nodding
"Good" she said "I won’t tell Adrian, it would be better if he heard it from you so you should tell him Nate because sooner or later he will see the scars and its better if you tell him before all hell breaks loose"
"I might" I said knowing that I wouldn’t "And thanks Lily"
"Oh I’m not done yet" she said "When you have work at the house come an hour earlier"
"Why?"
"Because me and you are going to spend some time in the gym and I’m going to teach you ways to defend yourself, just in case" she said with determination in her eyes "No guy is gonna fuck with the people I care about"
I nodded a bit hesitantly before Ren and Melissa came in the changing room and gushed over Lily who acted as if nothing happened. We ended up choosing the dress she tried on last and then they drove back me back home"
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Ethan’s P.O.V.
I watched as Ren’s car pulled up in front of the pack house and the kept my eye on Lily as she got out. Damn she was beautiful, i still thank the moon goddess I was given another chance.
"hey baby" I said as soon as she was in arms reach and pulled her into my arms bringing my lips crashing on hers "I missed you"
"I was only gone half the day" she said teasingly
"too long" i breathed and she looked at me, her eyes sparkling with adoration I felt the same emotion course through me, damn I loved her "did you find a dress"
"yes we did" Ren answered "and you sure as hell are not going to see it"
I shrugged "She’ll look amazing no matter what she wears"
"Alpha Lily, Alpha Lily" Claire cried running down the stairs "Did you get Nate?"
"Nate’s coming tomorrow honey" Lily said carrying her "Like usual"
"Okay" she said rubbing her eyes just the way lux still does, though she hates it when people tease her about it "I’m sleepy"
"Come on" Dave said standing up and taking her from lux "I’ll tell you a story okay?"
"Okay" Claire said and they walked away
"She’s cute" Lily said with a smile. "now what did you do today?"
"Paperwork" I said "sometimes it sucks being alpha"
"aww poor baby" she teased "Can I help you fell better?"
"Oh yeah" i said grinning as I gently kissed her mark I could never get tired of seeing on her neck "Miranda dropped by and dropped by a pack of birth control pills"
"What?" Lily said pulling away from my embrace "I didn’t tell her my old one finished"
"I did" I said and though I didn’t want her to even use the pill but I didn’t want to pressure her, though I desperately wanted us to have a baby. A boy or a girl that would look exactly like her and nothing like me. "I noticed yours was empty"
"Thanks" she said dryly and pushed me away and walked upstaris
I looked around confused, and saw Jacob from the doorway rolling his eyes at me "Just go after her man"
I ran up the stairs and to out room and thee top floor. i knocked on the door before going in and my heard tore at the sight i saw. Lily was curled on the bed hugging a pillow to her chest looking miserable
"Lily? Baby? I’m sorry I didn’t mean to upset you with whatever I said"