Chapter 119: Chapter 119
"you don’t even know" she said with such sadness I wanted to punch myself for upsetting her. I crawled behind her on the bed and wrapped my arms around her and pulled her to me so that her back was against my chest. She sighed and turned in my arms so she would face me.
"tell me baby" I said softly, wanting to know why i upset her "What did I do?"
"I can’t Ethan" she said and rolled away from me standing up room the bed "I don’t know how"
"You can tell me anything Lily, don’t you trust me?"
"it’s not about that don’t try to turn this on me" she said angrily "it’s your fault anyway"
"What did I do?"
"God damn it think about it Ethan. Haven’t you noticed anything different these past few days"
"You’re wearing perfume" I said and chose not to tell her about the mood swings she’s been having "And you’re eating more"
"and I’ve been puking my guts out constantly but you don’t know that." she said "What do these things tell you"
I froze as realization dawned on me, my face paled and I stared wide eyed from Lily’s stomach and then to her face.
:"are yuou telling me" I chocked out "You’re...You’re"
As if to confirm it she laid a hand on her stomach and nodded "I’m pregnant Ethan"
I walked slowly to her and as soon as I was close I hesitantly put my hand on her stomach "Are you telling me I put a baby in there"
"Yeah"
"We’re going to have a baby" I said more to myself "I’m going to be a dad" I pulled her to me and hugged her tightly "God I love you"
"you’re not mad?" she asked
"Why would I be?"
"You replaced the birth control pills, you didn’t want a baby" she said sadness lacing her words and I almost laughed
"Oh baby I hopedwe’d have a baby but I didn’t dare tell you. I was going to wait till a few weeks before the wedding to tell you to go off the birth control pills so that we’d have a baby as soon as we’re married." I cupped her face and kissed her hungrily till we both had to pull away for air
"Do you havfe anything else to do today?"
"No, you?"
"Not anymore" I said carrying her and throwing her gently on the bed. I hovered above her aching to take her "Would it hurt the baby?" I asked afraid for my unborn child’s safely but hoping the answer would be no
"No it wouldn’t" she said pulling me down and kissing me and I didn’t need her to tell me twice. I made love to her gently, showing her how much I loved her and after that we lay in bed with her head on my chest and my arm around her while my hand caressed her stomach.
"How long have you known?"
"A while ago I doubted it so I decided to put on the perfume before my scent changed but I wanted to be sure first since I was on birth control" she looked up at me with a grin "Told you it’s your fault"
"How so?" I asked with a matching grin
"Your sperm are determined little buggers" she said and I burst laughing and she chuckled "I’m serious"
I shook my head and kissed her gently which immediately turned heated and I felt myself getting turned on again.
Lily gasped "Again? Ethan you couldn’t possibly"
"Oh but I can"" I said and thrust into her "I love you lux, you and our baby"
"I love you...too...god Ethan" I kissed her deeply my heart soaring as I pictured her round with my child. The image of her carrying my baby made my wolf purr and I couldn’t wait till it started to show.
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Nate’s P.O.V.
"Nate!" Claire explained jumping on the stairs to give me a hug "I missed you"
"I was only gone a day Claire" I mused and she pulled away and shook her head at me
"it was a very long day, Charles kept picking on me"
"Don’t worry, I’ll talk to him" I said carrying her as I walked up the stairs to their room. Lucy and charles were there and they both grinned and waved when I got in. I sat beside them as they played and told me about their day. We sat there for a while before there was a knock on the door.
Lily came in with a grin on her face "Boy do I have a surprise for you" she said with a wink and the kids immediately put all their attention on her. "Get your swimsuits guys we’re going to the lake for a barbecue"
The kids all jumped with a scream and started running around the room grabbing their stuff. I stood up, there wasn’t anything I could do now so might as well leave.
"Not so fast" Lily said "First,you’re going with us...no buts" she said when I started to interrupt "You’ll borrow one of my swim suits and after that, I’m going to teach you how to kick a--" she stopped when she noticed the kids looking at her "booty"
"come on, Nate. Please go with us" Claire said with an adorable pout
"Yeah Nate pretty, pretty please" Lucy added and I saw Lily grin at me from behind them. I sighed, I just couldn’t say no to them.