Yu Jingchen had experience finding storybooks this time. Most of the content was lighthearted and devoid of particularly tragic elements. This could be considered a lesson learned, as Nan Zhiyun had cried many times over these storybooks in his previous life.
Especially during her pregnancy, whenever she encountered sad stories, she would cry for a whole day and be melancholic for half a month. Perhaps it was because she was already sensitive during that period, so Nan Zhiyun paid great attention to such matters.
Yu Jingchen, of course, couldn't understand why she would continue reading something that made her cry so much. And why would the people who wrote such things put so much discomfort into them? It wasn't just him who thought this way; Nan Zhiyun also wondered, asking Yu Jingchen, "Why are there so many sad things in the world? Why would people record unpleasant things? Don't they feel sad when they write these things?"
Well... how to put it, Yu Jingchen thought, if he knew the answer to that, it would be truly strange...
However, despite his inner thoughts, Yu Jingchen would patiently explain to the tearful Nan Zhiyun, "Because the world is inherently full of ups and downs, and not everything is beautiful. Every day, people are sad, and every day, people get hurt. Perhaps writing these things down is a way of expressing emotions.
Not all happy events can be written. Everyone's emotions are different, and so are their emotional needs. If everything were happy, how would such emotions be vented? Also, if Yun'er read storybooks where all the characters were the same, always optimistic, smiling, with everything going smoothly without any setbacks, would Yun'er remain interested?" Yu Jingchen told Nan Zhiyun this at the time. He had to admit that for Nan Zhiyun, he could say anything and dare to say anything.
Looking at Nan Zhiyun now, Yu Jingchen leaned against the doorway, wondering when he would once again hear her ask him those questions like in their previous life.
She truly loved reading these things. Although sometimes she was easily influenced by the stories and even started thinking about all sorts of chaotic matters, Yu Jingchen once thought Nan Zhiyun had been deeply poisoned by these storybooks and even considered forbidding her from reading them.
But later he realized that Nan Zhiyun could actually vent some of her inner emotions in this way. When she could release her emotions by merging them into the story, he suddenly felt that letting Nan Zhiyun read these might not be entirely problematic.
At that time, Yu Jingchen understood that perhaps many things couldn't be judged at face value, or decisions couldn't be made too quickly. Just like interacting with Nan Zhiyun, perhaps due to the past hurts, she always lacked a sense of security, didn't trust many things, and was very sensitive, easily influenced.
Therefore, being with her required much more patience than with ordinary people. He had to be meticulous in his actions and give her more care. She might not express it verbally or outwardly, but these things would sink into her heart.
He had hurt Nan Zhiyun, so he spent one lifetime understanding and cherishing the sensitive, timid, and fragile her that resulted from his harm.
Then he spent another lifetime mourning and repenting for the bright and flamboyant Nan Zhiyun who, due to his own faults, would never return.
This lifetime... Yu Jingchen murmured in his heart, he wanted to guard and protect this her who needed to be nurtured and healed...
Yu Jingchen slowly walked in. Nan Zhiyun was engrossed in the storybook and didn't notice his movements. Yu Jingchen didn't go to disturb her; he simply sat down not far from the bedside, behind Nan Zhiyun.
Perhaps because this story was relatively lighthearted and lacked the heaviness of previous storybooks, Nan Zhiyun's expression was relaxed, and she would even chuckle occasionally, amused. Watching her lively expression, Yu Jingchen's emotions were somewhat complex.
He hadn't seen Nan Zhiyun like this for a long time, and even more so, he was the one who had caused all these circumstances.
Yu Jingchen didn't know how long he had been sitting there. Nan Zhiyun was tired of lying down, so when she shifted her body, she finally noticed someone behind her. She was startled out of the corner of her eye because she had no idea when Yu Jingchen had arrived.
Seeing Nan Zhiyun's panicked state, Yu Jingchen quickly moved to protect her, lest she injure herself again.
"Don't react so strongly, be careful. You're still injured," Yu Jingchen soothed her.
Nan Zhiyun's current demeanor was instantly one of restraint. Although Yu Jingchen didn't say anything, these reactions registered in his heart. It was too late to say anything now, as it was all his fault.
"You've been reading for too long, so you need to rest. It's bad for your eyes, especially in this position. Can you put it down for a while and continue later?" Yu Jingchen asked her.
Nan Zhiyun obediently closed the book in her hands.
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Friends, Goddess Day is just around the corner. Most of the readers of this novel are probably girls, right? So, every female friend is a goddess, and we hope every girl can bloom freely, smile like a flower, shine brilliantly forever, and be the best version of herself without fear of time!
Not just on Goddess Day, but every day too~
Has anyone told you today that you are beautiful and outstanding? If not, then I'm telling you now, you are amazing! So believe in yourself, always be positive and optimistic, always be confident and proud, don't be swayed by external words, don't be eroded by inner sensitivity. You are always the best!!!
No matter what others think, being true to yourself is enough.
You should know that no matter where you feel you fall short, there will surely be two people in this world who will tell you that you are always worthy of love.
One of those two people is me, and the other is yourself...
Finally... my dear, please go forward boldly. Leave the rest to time and effort. Even if you shed tears, the smile you wear after crying will be the most dazzling. Keep going!!!