This period tonight is the hardest for Fa Biao De Wo Niu. Although I didn't manage to write enough words, I will definitely make it up next month, and I promised that if I get first place for more than 20 days, I'll change it to more than 23 days.

I’ve been exhausted for two months, just wanting to be acknowledged.

First place is a kind of recognition for me.

I haven't lost yet, and I won't lose!!!

My mood is too chaotic, I feel like crying. Weakness, frustration, and gratitude, all kinds of emotions surge up at once.

I won't lose!!!!!!!!

I definitely won't lose!!!!!!!!

Please give me one last monthly ticket!!!

Just one!!!!!!!!