307: Chapter 306: Heaven Shakes Lei Dong 307: Chapter 306: Heaven Shakes Lei Dong Having finished his shower, Tangyu saw Lin Feifei staring at him intently.
It wasn’t the first time Tangyu was just wearing briefs and bare-chested.
It wasn’t as if she hadn’t seen it before, so why the lecherous gaze?
If she really wanted to look, she could just say so.
Being the helpful guy he was, he’d strip naked and let her have her fill.
It wasn’t until Tangyu walked up to the bed that Lin Feifei turned red and averted her gaze.
The lights went off and they got into bed, the fragrance that lingered was enough to stir Tangyu’s heart.
Could you imagine the pain of an old director lying next to a beautiful girl, sharing a bed, and yet unable to do anything?
Even Lu Ji would turn into a scoundrel.
Nine parts of agony were traded for a single part of joy.
Lin Feifei suddenly turned over and said like a gentle breeze, “Tangyu, I can’t sleep.
Can we talk for a bit?”
Tangyu couldn’t sleep either.
Every day it was hard for him to fall asleep, as images always flew through his mind.
He too turned over.
The moonlight from the window landed on Lin Feifei’s face, making it appear especially pure.
At such a close distance, looking at her slightly blurred but pure face, breathing in the fragrance of orchids, Tangyu felt a tightness in his breathing and a strong urge to kiss her.
Heaven knows the distance between their lips could be just about a fist’s width away.
“Sure, go ahead,” Tangyu said.
“Thank you,” Lin Feifei said.
“Heh, why say that again?” Tangyu laughed.
Getting a delicate thank you from a woman really was pleasant to the ear.
“I’m a bit worried about you.
I want to help, but I also know I’m not much use,” Lin Feifei suddenly bit her lip, still unsettled by the earlier incident.
She wasn’t a particularly strong girl, just a naive young thing, still in high school, still living under her father’s protection like a little princess.
Tangyu chuckled lightly, “Don’t worry.
No one can harm me.
I’ll sort it out, so don’t fret about me.
Silly girl, you should have faith in me.”
Lin Feifei was startled, then self-mockingly smiled, “That’s right, you and Momo both say that.
I should have faith in you.
Alright, I won’t think about it anymore.
I believe you will be able to handle this, because you’re Tangyu.”
“Exactly, because I am Tangyu.” Tangyu also smiled.
Those words were truly comforting.
They fell silent, staring at each other in the dark.
They were so close, yet separated by an insurmountable mountain.
“Tangyu, do you remember the first time we met?” Lin Feifei asked, seemingly lost in the memory.
“Of course, I do.
That day, when you came home from school and saw me sitting in the living room, enjoying fruits and watching TV, you mistook me for a thief and wanted to kick me out.
If Uncle Cheng hadn’t arrived in time to explain, you would probably have called the cops on me,” Tangyu reminisced with a laugh, unable to forget that day’s encounter.
A blush spread across Lin Feifei’s face, “You remember so clearly, it’s embarrassing to bring up.”
Watching Lin Feifei blush and shy away, Tangyu was momentarily entranced, “You look so good like this.
I can hardly resist kissing you now.”
Lin Feifei’s already rosy cheeks flamed even more, as red as ripe apples now, lovably delicate and inviting pity.
“I guess we’ve known each other for less than a month now, but it feels like we’ve been acquainted for much longer.
Time passes quickly, but the memories linger.
Do you feel the same?” Lin Feifei said.
Tangyu pursed his lips, feeling the atmosphere wasn’t quite right.
Why was Lin Feifei suddenly saying all this to him tonight?
Could it be that she was confessing her feelings?
Seeing Tangyu say nothing, Lin Feifei asked, “Why are you silent?”
“Oh, nothing, heh,” Tangyu laughed.
“I was wondering…
if I stole a kiss from you, you wouldn’t kick me out, would you?” he joked, half seriously wishing to kiss Lin Feifei, having held back for so long.
Lin Feifei fell silent.
After a while, she asked, “Tangyu, can I ask you a question?”
“Mmhmm,” Tangyu felt a jolt in his heart.
Was this the main event?
“What kind of girls do you like?” Lin Feifei asked seriously.
After pondering, Tangyu replied, “Well, I can’t say exactly.
I like who I like, there’s no fixed standard.
Love is just love.
I think it shouldn’t be constrained by anything.
Restrictions, to me, feel narrow-minded.”
Lin Feifei’s eyebrows twitched, her heart fluttered, she bit her lip and mustered courage to ask, “Then, do you like me?”
Just as I thought—
Is there any need to ask that question?
Even a fool could see it.
Why would I go to such lengths to protect you if I didn’t like you?
You’re so beautiful, so gentle, so likable.
I sleep with you every day, how could I not like you?
Do you really think I’m that casual?
“I do like you,” Tangyu nodded and said.
“Really?” Lin Feifei asked again, seemingly unsure.
Tangyu chuckled, “Silly girl, when have I ever lied to you?
If I didn’t like you, why would I say I want to kiss you?” Since it’s all been said, let’s break this barrier, cough, once and for all.
Repressing feelings in the heart is not always good.
Besides, Tangyu also wanted to cure Lin Feifei as soon as possible.
And, how to face Liu Shanshan and Song Qingyu, that will have to wait for later.
Now that Lin Feifei has put it this way, it’s not like he can say he doesn’t like her, right?
Such a disingenuous statement, Tangyu could not bring himself to say.
If you love her, admit it!
Tangyu would despise himself if he didn’t.
A man clearly likes a girl, but when she asks to his face if he likes her, and he says no, isn’t that just posturing?
“Hehe, I just find it a bit hard to believe, maybe I’ve always been a girl with little confidence.
I know you’re an extraordinary man, and I know I can’t have you all to myself.
That’s why I wanted to ask clearly, whether you’re doing this just to help me recover, or because you like me.
I’m really not sure, you have so many women around you.
Liu Shanshan, Xin Jie, Qingyu Jie, Teacher Mo, and the recent Fang Yishui, these are the ones I know about, and there might be others I’m not aware of.
They’re all exceptional, I don’t think I have any advantage over them,” Lin Feifei said with a smile.
Tangyu was taken aback.
It turns out that you really can’t underestimate any woman.
Just because they don’t say anything doesn’t mean they don’t understand.
It seems that Lin Feifei has always noticed his ambiguous relationships with other women; she’s just never mentioned it.
“Can you accept this?” After some thought, Tangyu asked.
Lin Feifei looked at Tangyu, pursed her lips, and said, “I believe no woman would willingly share her man with others, and I’m not that generous.
But I also know that it’s not possible for me to have you to myself; perhaps this is what’s meant by not being able to have both the fish and the bear’s paw.
I really want to be selfish, but if I am, I’m afraid I might not have you at all.
I like you, Tangyu, I’ve realized that I’ve fallen in love with you unintentionally, and it’s to the point I can’t extricate myself.
I know I can’t leave you in this life.
I really want to have you to myself, but I know that would be too selfish and limit you, which might make you dislike me.
You’re too exceptional and there are so many women around you; you can’t possibly abandon them.
So, whether I can accept it or not, I must force myself to accept it.”
Tangyu was left speechless, staring at Lin Feifei in awe.
It took him a long time to find his voice.
He was shocked to hear these words coming from Lin Feifei.
Who was she, and with her pride, how could she calmly share a man with other women?
Such words indeed shocked Tangyu, but soon he felt even more moved.
Lin Feifei indeed had the potential to be a virtuous wife and loving mother.
She was so gentle and understanding, willing to be a little bird leaning on a man.
Such a woman often could touch a man the most, making him want to protect and care for her for a lifetime.
“You won’t regret it?” Tangyu shook his head; it was, in fact, impossible for him to give up Liu Shanshan and the others.
Lin Feifei firmly shook her head, “No regrets.
As long as I can stay by your side forever, I’ll be content.”
The love of a young girl can be so passionate and moving.
Tangyu pulled Lin Feifei into his arms, “It’s just that I’m putting you through hardship.”
Lin Feifei, with a face full of happiness, snuggled into Tangyu’s embrace, feeling the warmth.
She felt incredibly happy; nothing else mattered, “I don’t feel put upon at all.
I only feel happy.”
Love, once that layer is broken, the two individuals can be ‘honest’ with each other.
Embracing Lin Feifei’s soft body, smelling her delicate fragrance, Tangyu also wore a smile.
Starting now, he also had a girlfriend, no longer a solitary bachelor.
Perhaps it wouldn’t be long before he could take off the hat of a virgin.
Thinking about it, this kind of life isn’t bad either.
If he had known this before, he should have taken the initiative.
Tangyu considered whether he should make some real moves on Shanshan and Xiaoqing.
But who knows what Liu Shanshan and Mo Xiaoqing would think if they knew Tangyu was embracing one woman while planning to pursue others?
Lin Feifei suddenly lifted her head and looked at Tangyu.
Their lips were only about a fist’s width apart, close enough that they could smell each other’s breath.
“Do you really want to kiss me?” Lin Feifei asked with a trace of shyness on her face.
“Mm, I want to kiss you,” Tangyu nodded.
Lin Feifei closed her eyes.
When a woman closes her eyes in front of a man, it means she’s waiting for him to kiss her.
Tangyu, who had been holding back for a long time, did not hesitate.
He decisively kissed Lin Feifei’s lips, and at the moment their lips touched, both shivered as if electrified, then hugged each other tighter, as if trying to fuse each other into their bodies.
At that moment, the only thought in Tangyu’s mind was: he had finally given away his first kiss.
Although it was his first time, Tangyu had been educated by some artistic action films and had a natural knack for it.
He directly challenged Lin Feifei’s guard.
She seemed much more passive, with no experience in kissing other than from idol dramas.
She could only comply passively to Tangyu, allowing his invasion.
Soon, her defenses were breached, and something like a slick serpent entered her mouth.
Soon Tangyu captured the elusive tender tongue, intertwining with it.
He greedily sucked the sweet nectar.
Their bodies warmed and heated up as primal desires were stimulated and arose.
Quickly, Lin Feifei’s body went limp in Tangyu’s arms, leaving her at his mercy.