Xie Yuanlang's hand trembled as he held the tea. This child was intelligent and couldn't hide anything from him.
"Father has taken up the post of Directorate of Education Supervisor. The court's personnel are complex. This is better for both of us," Xie Jiayan's voice was clear and melodious, betraying no emotion.
"Jiayan, your father regrets bringing you to the capital," Xie Yuanlang put down his teacup and sighed heavily.
"Father, this is a path I chose myself."
Under the lamplight, the young man's face was indistinct, only his eyes were clear and resolute.
"Have you visited Master Zi'an?" Xie Yuanlang picked up his tea and took a sip.
"Mm!"
Master Zi'an should have been living quite comfortably these past few years, and he was very satisfied with his new students. He looked even more energetic than he had two years ago.
"Master Zi'an agreed to teach the heir partly out of courtesy to Master Cui, and partly for you. He said back then that he would wait for you in the capital, and he was indeed right." Xie Yuanlang stroked his beard. It was probably warm in the room, as his complexion had improved slightly since entering.
"Master knows and helps me. Your son is grateful."
"Jiayan, the path you are taking has never been walked by anyone. The dangers are innumerable. Your father only hopes that you will cherish yourself more. Remember, you owe no one anything."
Xie Yuanlang looked at his son with deep pity.
Over the years, the more sensible and calm he became, the more guilty his father felt.
He even regretted telling him his origins.
Now, this Directorate of Education Supervisor, appointed by the Sage himself, was very popular lately, with one foot already stepping into this vortex.
"Your son understands."
In truth, he was not without selfish motives.
He hoped that one day, by achieving both, he could help her escape the greatest cage in this world.
After a long while, Xie Yuanlang nodded: "I heard that the young lady of the Yu family has sent you gifts several times. It is impolite not to reciprocate. Have Fan Momo prepare a generous gift to send over, so as not to lose courtesy."
"Yes," Xie Jiayan replied respectfully.
In the blink of an eye, it was New Year's Eve, and the Yu family was adorned with lanterns and festoons, exuding joy.
After gathering for the New Year's Eve dinner, they each returned to their respective quarters. The second master couldn't wait to go out for drinks, while the third master, being born of a concubine, had never been favored by the old madam and had also taken his wife and children back to his courtyard early.
Yu Zeyan first escorted the old madam back to her room. As he was about to leave, the old madam called out to him, "Eldest son, Mother has not seen your fourth brother for many years."
"Mother, I know you want Fourth Brother to return to the capital, but I am in the Ministry of Justice, and I have no say in official transfers." Yu Zeyan had his own difficulties.
"Isn't the eldest master of the Gu family in the Ministry of Personnel? His eldest son, and the grandson of Prime Minister Mo, are good friends with your eldest brother. It's just a word to the Emperor. Fourth Brother is your own brother. Can you bear to see him suffer outside?" The old madam's tears began to flow uncontrollably as she spoke.
"Mother, the court situation is complex. The young men playing together is one thing, but matters concerning the court are another. It's not that simple..."
"You are just selfish, afraid your brother will overshadow you. You are the eldest son, you have inherited the title, your son is the heir, and your daughter is a princess. How can you not tolerate your brother!" The old madam roared hysterically.
On every festive occasion, one misses loved ones even more. Now, even the third branch can stay in the capital, yet her youngest son suffers outside. It's all the eldest son's fault.
"Mother!" Yu Zeyan's tone became more serious.
"My poor You'er..." The old madam cried even harder, holding a handkerchief.
"Your son is unfilial and truly lacks the ability to bring Fourth Brother back to the capital. Today is New Year's Eve, Mother, please do not harm your health."
"You go, go, I don't want to see you..." The old madam pointed at the door.
Yu Zeyan instructed the servants to look after the old madam before leaving the room.