Chapter 71: Chapter 71: The Escape
THREEE MORE SESSIONS followed, each one more intense than the last.
By the fourth training session, Grayson had begun to move through her subconscious with an ease that both thrilled and terrified her.
His supernatural nature no longer fumbled at the edges of her mind—it slid through her desires like silk through water, accessing depths that left her gasping and trembling on the chaise.
"Better," Kieran observed with clinical satisfaction as Grayson severed their latest connection. "You’re learning to navigate her psyche without triggering defensive responses. The feeding tonight should proceed much more smoothly."
But Mailah felt anything but smooth. She sat curled in the corner of the chaise, her arms wrapped around her knees in a protective gesture that fooled no one.
The repeated invasions of her most private thoughts had left her feeling raw and exposed, as though her skin had been peeled back to reveal nerves that sparked at the slightest touch.
"You’re unraveling," Grayson observed quietly as Kieran gathered his things with characteristic efficiency.
The golden-eyed incubus had pronounced them "adequately prepared" before departing with a casual reminder that he would return at sunset for the actual feeding.
"I feel like I’ve been dissected," Mailah admitted, her voice barely above a whisper.
Grayson studied her with those storm-blue eyes that seemed to see straight through her carefully maintained composure. "You need a distraction," he said finally.
The suggestion surprised her.
"What kind of distraction?" she asked, curiosity flickering through her exhaustion.
A smile played at the corners of his mouth—not the careful, controlled expression he usually wore, but something more genuine and unexpectedly boyish. It transformed his entire face, making him look younger and more approachable than she’d ever seen him.
"Come with me," he said, rising from his position beside the chaise and extending his hand.
Mailah hesitated for only a moment before taking his offered hand, allowing him to pull her to her feet.
His touch was warm and solid, grounding her in a way that felt almost miraculous after hours of existing in the ephemeral realm of dreams and subconscious desires.
He led her through the corridors, past rooms filled with priceless artwork and furniture.
The estate was vast enough that she was still discovering new spaces after her arrival, and she found herself wondering if she would ever truly know all its secrets.
They ended up in the kitchen.
It was one of the most comforting places in the estate, with its soaring ceilings supported by exposed wooden beams and windows that let streams of light paint the marble countertops in shifting patterns.
The copper pots hanging from their wrought-iron rack still gleamed like burnished gold, and the herbs growing along the windowsills filled the air with their familiar perfume of basil and rosemary.
But seeing Grayson move through the space was an entirely different experience.
She’d known he could cook—the memory of the morning show disaster was seared into her mind, when he’d appeared like some kind of culinary savior to rescue her from complete humiliation.
At the time, she’d been so panicked about maintaining her facade as Lailah that she hadn’t fully processed what his effortless competence meant.
Now, watching him navigate the kitchen with the confidence of someone completely at home, she felt a flutter of something unexpected.
This wasn’t just a demon who happened to know his way around a stove—this was someone who had claimed this space as his own, who moved through it with the kind of unconscious grace that spoke of countless hours spent here.
"I’ve had centuries to perfect the skill," Grayson replied with a hint of amusement, already moving toward the massive refrigerator with fluid grace. "And unlike most supernatural beings, I’ve never found human activities beneath me. There’s something... meditative about creating something with your hands."
Mailah found herself watching the way his shoulders shifted beneath his shirt as he gathered ingredients, his movements speaking to extensive experience.
There was something mesmerizing about seeing this powerful, dangerous creature engaged in something so fundamentally human and domestic.
"What are we making?" she asked, moving closer to peer at the collection of items he’d assembled—eggs, flour, olive oil, fresh herbs that looked like they’d been picked moments ago.
"Pasta," he said simply, his voice carrying a warmth she rarely heard. "From scratch. It requires focus and attention to detail, but the movements are repetitive enough to quiet an overactive mind."
As he spoke, he was already moving with practiced efficiency, measuring flour onto the marble countertop with the kind of precision that spoke of muscle memory developed over decades—or perhaps centuries.
He began working the eggs into the flour with his fingertips, the mixture slowly coming together under his skilled touch. "Besides," he added, glancing up at her with an expression that made her heart skip, "I prefer the woman standing in front of me to any memory of the one who came before."
Heat flooded her cheeks at the quiet intensity in his voice, and she found herself looking away, suddenly fascinated by the copper pots hanging from their wrought-iron rack.
"Here," he said, his voice gentle but commanding. "Put your hands in the flour. We’re going to mix this the traditional way."
This glimpse of his humanity made something flutter in her chest.
Mailah approached cautiously, rolling up her sleeves before placing her hands in the mixture.
The sensation was strange but oddly satisfying—flour and eggs slowly coming together under the pressure of her palms, rough at first but gradually smoothing out.
"Like this?" she asked, working the mixture with her fingers, trying to mimic the movements she’d watched him make.
"Exactly." Grayson moved to stand behind her, his chest warm against her back as his hands covered hers, guiding her movements with gentle pressure. "Feel how it changes as you work it. The texture, the resistance—it’s almost alive, responding to your touch."
His proximity was intoxicating. She caught the faint trace of his expensive cologne. The heat of his body seemed to envelop her, and she found herself leaning back to him unconsciously.
"Feels stretchier," she said, forcing herself to concentrate on the dough instead of how close he was, or how his breath stirred her hair, or his arms on her sides as his hands guided hers through the dough.
"Good," he murmured, his voice low and warm, sending vibrations through his chest that she could feel against her back. "Keep going. More force—don’t be gentle. Dough needs passion, pressure, heat... only then does it transform."
There was something inherently sensual about the process, the way the mixture transformed under their combined efforts from something rough and unformed into something smooth and pliable.
Mailah found herself hyperaware of every point of contact between them—his hands covering hers, his chest rising and falling against her back, the way his voice rumbled through his body when he spoke, the subtle flex of his muscles as he helped her knead.
"The secret," he continued, his lips close enough to her ear that she could feel the warmth of his breath, "is patience. You can’t rush it, can’t force it to come together before it’s ready. You have to work with its nature, not against it."
Something in his tone made her wonder if he was still talking about pasta.
"Now we let it rest," he said after several more minutes of kneading, helping her gather the dough into a smooth, elastic ball.
But instead of stepping away, he remained close, his hands still covering hers as they shaped the pasta together, their movements synchronized in a way that felt almost choreographed.
The kitchen fell quiet except for the soft sounds of their breathing and the distant tick of an antique clock somewhere in the depths of the house.
Golden afternoon light slanted through the windows, painting everything in warm honey tones and making the moment feel suspended, separate from the supernatural chaos that had become her reality.
"Grayson," she said softly, not sure what she was asking for but knowing she needed something from him in that moment.
He turned her in his arms then, his hands coming up to frame her face with heartbreaking gentleness.
His storm-blue eyes searched her expression as though trying to memorize every detail, from the way the light caught the amber flecks in her irises to the soft curve of her mouth.
"I know you’re scared about tonight," he said quietly, his thumbs brushing across her cheekbones with butterfly softness. "I know the training has been overwhelming and invasive and probably traumatic in ways I can’t fully comprehend."
She found herself leaning into his touch despite herself, craving the simple human comfort of skin against skin after hours of supernatural manipulation.
"But I need you to know," he continued, his voice dropping to barely above a whisper, "that whatever happens tonight, whatever the feeding reveals or demands or takes from us—you are not alone. You will never be alone again, not as long as I exist."
The promise stole her breath and made her eyes burn with sudden tears.
In all the chaos and drama that had become her life, she had somehow forgotten what it felt like to be truly seen and protected by someone who asked for nothing in return.
"I’m not the same person who walked through your door weeks ago," she whispered back, her hands coming up to rest against his chest, feeling the steady rhythm of his heart beneath her palms. "The training, the dreams, everything that’s happened—it’s changed me. I don’t know who I am anymore."
"You’re exactly who you’ve always been," Grayson replied with quiet conviction, his hands sliding down to rest on her shoulders. "The training didn’t create new desires—it just revealed the ones you’d been hiding from yourself. And every single thing it revealed only makes me..."
He stopped abruptly, as though the words had caught in his throat, his jaw tensing with some internal struggle.
"Makes you what?" she prompted, her heart hammering against her ribs as she waited for his answer.
Instead of speaking, he leaned down and kissed her.
It was gentle at first, barely more than a brush of lips, soft and questioning.
But when she responded by pressing closer, her hands fisting in his shirt, the kiss deepened into something more urgent and desperate.
She could taste on his tongue—something that made her head spin and her body respond with an intensity that should have frightened her but instead left her craving more.
His hands tangled in her hair, and she could feel the carefully controlled strength in his touch, the way he held himself back.
When they finally broke apart, both were breathing hard, and Mailah felt dizzy with want.
The kitchen around them seemed to have disappeared, reduced to nothing but the warm circle of his arms and the golden light that painted everything in shades of honey and amber.
"We should finish the pasta," Grayson said, though his voice was rough with desire and he made no move to step away from her.
"We should," she agreed, equally reluctant to break the spell that had settled around them like silk.
But instead of returning to the cooking, they remained locked in each other’s embrace, the forgotten dough sitting on the counter behind them as they lost themselves in each other’s eyes.
"I’ve never felt this before," Mailah admitted quietly, her words muffled against his throat. "This... peace. Like I could stay here forever and be completely content."
"You could," he said, and there was something almost vulnerable in his voice. "Stay, I mean. After tonight, after the feeding is complete and you’re safe—you could stay. This could be your home, your life. And you would never have to pretend to be someone else again."
The offer hung between them, heavy with possibility and promise. It was everything she’d never dared to dream of—safety, acceptance, a place where she could simply be herself without fear or pretense.